.:There is no future::There is no past:.

I'm leaving!

2006-01-17T19:46:10Z

In just a matter of hours I am leaving to go back up to New Hampshire. I have so much to do, and yet I'm just sitting here, typing. But everyone knows I have no motivation left. So...I'm really going to miss everyone and Middletown so much, it's ridiculous. But I'm defintely excited to go back to school right now. It's going to be great seeing everyone. Does anyone want to pick me up from school the weeekend of February 2nd and bring me home? Because my parents will be away in Germany for two weeks and I'm just going to throw a couple of insane parties at my house that weekend...LOL. Anyone anyone?? hehehee....

I have to go...soo much to do!

Pce.
Lexi

Tuesday at FPC

2006-01-15T18:02:20Z

I just found out that my crazy lady Tara is commin to FPC on a bus from Boston just to chill with me until Thursday! Wow! I'm so excited we are going to have so much fun. Hell yeah, Tuesday night is going to be such a shit-show.

I am about to take at least a two hour noon-time siesta because I only got an hour of sleep last night. Once I get back up in NH I won't be an insomniac anymore. Don't ask me why this is. I do not know. Perhaps it's the air.

Pce for now.
Alexis

It's 3AM and I can't sleep survey

2006-01-15T08:52:00Z

survey:
this one's unique...

1) My uncle once: got into a motercycle accident
2) Never in my life: will I shoot smack
3) When I was five: i wanted to be a ballerina
4) High School was: terrible except for senior year when i never went
5) I will never forget: adam correnti
6) I once met: a friend of a friend of friend of someone famous probably
7) There's this person I know who: can control their dreams
8) Once, at a bar: i had a cosmopolitan
9) By noon I'm usually: not awake yet
10) Last night: i played pool and smoked some ganj with some craazy motha fuckas =)
11) If I only had: a lover
12) Next time I go to church/temple: god i dont know
13) Terri Schiavo: should I know who this is?
14) I like: sushi
15) When I turn my head left, I see: a wall
16) When I turn my head right, I see: my tv and my suitcase that i brought down from college...and never really unpacked
17) You know I'm lying when: i tell you i am
18) In grade school: I liked school
19) If I was a character written by Shakespeare, I'd be: Titania, the fairy queen from a midsummer night's dream
20) By this time next year: I will be a sophomore, provided im still in college
21) A better name for me would be: i wouldn't change my name
22) I have a hard time understanding: ignorant people
23) If I ever go back to school I'll: be there on tuesday
24) You know I like you if: I try to hang out with you and sometimes act stupid
25) If I won an award, the first person I'd thank would be: what did i win?
26) I hope that: i find someone to be with..and also get good grades this semester
27) Take my advice: relax, these things happen for a reason
28) My ideal breakfast is: pancakes with maple syrup and coffee
29) A song I love, but do not have is: there's a lot of zeppelin that i dont have
30) If you visit my hometown, I suggest: leave, lol jk...i guess you can get high/drunk and hang out...kinda sad
31) Tulips, character flaws, microchips, & track stars: tulips are nice?
32) Why won't anyone: throw me a party
33) If you spend the night at my house: you probably wont sleep
34) I'd stop my wedding for: a death in the family
35) The world could do without: war
36) I'd rather lick the belly of a cockroach than: eat shit
37) My favorite blonde is: Scarlett Johansson
38) Paper clips are more useful than: pipe cleaners
40) And by the way: I'm not wearing any pants
41) The last time I was drunk, I: drank jegger bombs
42) My grandmother always: says, "i wouldn't touch that with a five foot pole"

My first real entry

2006-01-13T05:16:30Z

I'm about to go to bed or atleast attempt to do so. So this is my new LJ. I abandonded my old one a long time ago because I made a myspace and figured that it would take LJs place. But regardless of the blog feature that myspace has, I don't feel comfortable writing things in it. It just feels akward to write actual journal stuff there. I look at myspace as basically a really pimped out version of a user info page on live journal. It has "user info" but there are pictures and surveys and whatnot to go along with it. So it's cool and all, but I really want to be writing too. Just to get shit off my chest.

This vacation has been going so great, I really feel refreshed, and refreshment was much needed. I love school and I love everyone there, but I had this feeling in my gut during the last part of the semester that I really had to get out of there...take a break from it all. Now I feel so much better. I wish I didn't have to leave my beloved M*town and go back to school, because I will miss my friends so much. But it must be done.

I almost thought I wasn't going back to school when I got a letter today saying that I'm on academic probabtion...but then I read that I have a defferred suspension, which means they are giving me a chance to redeem myself. I have to do a lot better, and I have to attend meetings and stuff. I was planning on doing better anyway, so I guess its not a big deal. But the meetings and stuff are going to be a pain in the ass. First semester was so hard to deal with, and in light of everything that went on, I'm surprised I didn't flunk out. Hopefully I will actually like my classes this semester, and nothing too drastic will occur. That's it, that's all I have to say about that.

Peace,
Alexis

Dearest LJ...

2006-01-13T02:37:02Z

A very happy unbirthday to you!

Love,
Lexi